2020 and Life is good FINALLY

 Co-dependency during the holidays and with regards to the kids.  step in the male role model thing with Logan.  They get to meet a new and new side Phil.  Its not about Emily.  What family is going to embrace the most is the change in me, controlling, be present.  Challenge thrown down to be present in the moment. Dont get caught up in the moment.  Just go with how things are. Permission to trust that we are going to be present in the moment.  Family gets the gift of meeting new Phil, not just Emily.  The family will really welcome a new relaxed me.  Challenge: Be in the moment and relax.  During our trip to SAT focus not on mourning Mom, but rather celebrating a new beginning with EMM and the new world that we are living and the new support system that I have with her. 

 So another great session with Katy Roberts, and comes another great blog post. Learned and of course shared a lot with her from not just the weekend but how things have been going over the last few weeks since we last met.  Included in conversation were the highlights from Judy and I cranking out the MCM a few weeks ago and the Blessing of how that turned into one woman doing her solo marathon and that crazy idea, to it becoming a full blown family event.  But also just the straight up admission that the binge drinking happened this past weekend.  She asked and I of course was honest that there was some binge drinking going on this weekend. So I started explaining to Katy, the bingeing commenced with the way that I heard Logan talk to her at various times during the weekend.  Not sure what caused it Friday evening for sure, but definitely having them here for the weekend and then the way he talked to her on Sunday during the game, "Hey, are you coming or not?" or replying to